Posted in observations, rant on Mar 22nd, 2009 No Comments »
i am an extreme people pleaser. and i am at a loss as to why the hell this would be. few people who know me would think i ever have a problem saying no. ever.
but something weird is happening. i am running into people at the places i go to get online. and with a [...]
Posted in inner space on Jul 8th, 2007 No Comments »
I don’t know about others, but I always do a mental cringe when a white person starts talking to me about having black friends, or fighting for civil rights, or whatever they think is necessary to get you to give them a pass for being white.
The problem is that you don’t have a pass to [...]
Posted in inner space on Jul 8th, 2007 No Comments »
I love it when the world makes sense. So I was writing this out, and writing is like taking inventory sometimes, and it all came together.
First, we’re going to have to back up about a year, when I first started hanging out at this place. About a week or two of hanging out with the [...]
Posted in inner space on Jun 17th, 2007 No Comments »
This is going to be one of those long, involved things. I’ve been busy mind-mapping, working to find my lay of the land here. So many different factors to cover, integrate, and have it all make sense. Good luck, I think to myself. I’ve been doing this blank for weeks.
So all this introspection and analyzing [...]
Posted in inner space on Jun 16th, 2007 No Comments »
Okay. I am so avoiding doing this blog entry. Like, in huge monstrous ways. I know it will be good for me to write about this. I know it will be a relief to get this off my chest. I know it’s been bugging me, itching away like chicken pox, to just write, and I [...]